But mom got a message from my dad “if you hear my words I will come to home. Else you go by your way. I won't involve further in your life.”
Reading this, mom fainted. I started screaming. But no one is hearing my voice. I lost my energy. I don’t know what to do. I am also feeling dizzy. Even I could not able to open my eyes.
Our milkman came and shouted “amma paaal.” since no one is responded, he came to hall and saw my mother then he immediately informed to my dad. I felt drowsy that time, could not remember anything properly. When I woke up everyone gathered in the hospital. my grand ma… grandpa… from both sides.
Now dad is asking sorry for his rudeness. I thought everything ended well. But again he started to convince my mom by telling his point of view and his financial status. Mom is not convinced.
After some time, he told my mom “Could you please throw out your emotions and feelings. Think practically”.
My mom got angry “What did you just say? Can you repeat again? Did you control yours? Who is responsible for that? Ok it’s enough. One thing I am telling for sure - If I say yes this time you should not make out with me. And I am going to do family planning. If you are ok with that I will go ahead.”
Dad went away with anger. He didn’t speak anything. Her parents got afraid. After a long discussion, everyone there forced her to say yes.
I can understand her situation. I know her pain. Even I myself will die just to see her happiness again. I don't know what love and all. But if we can't see our loved one crying when they are with us, even if we are ready to die just to bring them happiness then yes, I love my mom… I love her to the core. I don’t know about dad’s love. How they loved each other before a week. Why all this happened? It's all because of her last b ‘day gift. Hope everyone would have understood now. Will tell you now that how she gifted her last b' day.
She was feeding him a Gulabjamun and then She closed his eyes with her left hand and using her right hand she lifted his right hand and placed on me. I felt very warm and secured that time. Mom told him by opening his eyes “Surprise Ajay J!!! you are again going to be a father. It's our second baby.” She was waiting for his reaction curiously. But everything turned in this way.
Yeah it' s me. Who is inside my mom. I am unborn baby. I am Ammu for my mom. They are going to abort me in a few minutes. I finally understood what true love meant that you care for another person’s happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be. For my dad I looked like a burden. Sorry dad I don't want to be a disturbance for you. I don’t want you both to fight like this. I don’t want to see my mom like this.
My brother Achu will miss me a lot. Everyday my mom will tell him that Ammu is coming to fight with you get ready Achu. Whatever she asks you, you should just sacrifice for her okay? because she is your mom’s next version so if you hurt her I will get hurt” Immediately my brother will say “no mummy how can I fight with our princess. I will be the one who is protecting her till last so you don't worry mummy.” Now I can hear his sniffling sound. He also used to sing rhymes for me. Every night he used to say good night to me. I will miss you Anna.
More than anyone else I will miss my mom… I have been head over heels about my mom… her singing, cooking, stories and everything of her. I wanted to be with her till last. I was thinking that I am lucky. But I am ill-fated and I am going away just for her happiness. She is asking me sorry again and again. But I am only supposed to ask sorry to her. “Mom when they abort me if you get any pain really sorry mom. I didn't know that I will itself become a pain for you. I am hurting you a lot. Sorry mom. Will miss you. As you believe in intuition and reincarnation and all, I wish I should be your mom in next birth. Because
I love you, mom…….”
Hi readers,
I don’t know how many of you accept my conclusion. I just wanted to project the baby’s thoughts. We all know that when a mom is pregnant, baby will feel everything from her and the baby can hear even outside sound. Based on that logic only I just had a thought. The father is not against a girl child but he is not ready for second child. Still it happens in many places when it comes to second or third baby. Just value their life not your money. Decide before self thus we can avoid ourselves from being a slayer. The salt of the earth is mom or baby?
Now as usual the ball is in your court ….
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